Still Waiting

Still waiting for that pay off.  Still waiting for that reason that I allegedly chose to be here.

Cosmic fetuses picking their families

I first heard of this notion through some family folklore.  I didn't think much of it.  Until now.

Now.  Years later, I came across a podcast on YouTube featuring a couple who has collected anecdotal testimony affirming the folklore.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttyihOjxon4&list=UU6U5Azu28kEAQiGYRCmEqWA

Prebirth experience with Elizabeth and Neil Carman, Ph.D. 
Their website. Their book.


Whereas I was ready to throw this onto the BS pile on first hearing, I did have to consider it strange that a view that came out of the first half of the 20th century in family folklore belief was seemingly confirmed in testimony compiled by a couple of researchers in the recent past.

This is just one of the things which begs questions as to the nature of this belief.  

I don't have an answer (yet) but if I did indeed choose this family and this life as it has unfolded (refolded,  spindled & mutilated, etc)...there better be one helluva big life circumstance change coming: in a mega huge improvement of ALL things way.

Just Stretching.

I feel like I am just waking up after a very long sleep.   Engaging life is long overdue.  Considering the nature of life is a natural extension of that.

Lake Winnipesaukee from Mt. Roberts

But I am kind of warped.

Please enjoy the view while I gather some thoughts.